D&D.

Dungeons and dragons. Its a game that has been around since the 80's. It has been rediculed, chastised, mocked, and had its true intentions brought to question. A tv minister honestly believes this game was designed, and being used by the devil to corrupt teenagers and children into doing his dark work. He believes that because in the game there are demons and beasts. The game is truly, by design, to let people escape into a world of fantasy and magic. The version I run is: D20 Modern, Apocolaypse. A verison made to incorporiate modern aspects to a very old game. My players and I have become so invovled in the game we can look at our watches, cellphones, Ipods and it'll be 12:31. Next moment when we check again its 4:41. Time flys as we destroy fallen humans, undead, magical feral beasts, and cultists of evil intention. This game is more then just a game, its an escape, a way of life. I play D20 Modern Apocolaypse where I am the mind behind Ghost. A strong, ice spear weilding, 700 year old human. He is strong minded and serves his master The Raven Queen. The Raven Queen is a goddess in mortal form and so is her eternal servant Ghost. They both need a gem called "The Ravens Heart" to asend back into immortailty and defeast the god of the undead Orcus. The other character is run is Kelshan, a sneaky sly Tiefling Rogue

He has run threw dark dungeons carrying swords, crossbows, and daggers. Hes assassinated numerous of his foes. Just looking at him inspires fear from the enemy as he is very intimiadting. Kelshan is a very stealthy rogue and moves threw the shadows as if he was made of them. Dungeons and Dragons is what has kept me sane threw insanity. The game is not just a game for me, its an escape.
~The mind behind Kelshan and Ghost~

My style

I may be the weird kid. The "goth" kid but truly im just like everyone else. I may wear pants that have metal and chains on them. I may wear skinny jeans. I may wear band t-shirts depicting horrable fiends that could only have been spawned from an insane man's mind. But truly Im like anyone else. I have my wants, my fears, my hopes, my dreams, my habits, my addictions. Im truly just like everyone else. But some people don't feel like Im just another human being. They think im some freak, an abomination, a mutant. They judge my appearance not my personality. They think Im this heartless person that will devourer their soul if they say one word to me. Thats false, as long as the person has not wronged me or my friends in any way I will listen to anything they have to say. But if you've wronged me, save you breath, for your words fall on deaf ears.
~The Mind and Voice Behind Ghost and Kelshan

Love, girls, and the cost of happyness

Happyness is something that people think they have. But honestly they just believe it cause they want too. If you crack open the mind of any person who thinks their in a happy loving relationship, I bet you'd find a crawling beast of uncertanty, fear, and the feeling of sorrow. People associate Happyness with Love but in my opinion those two are far apart. I love my ex for example her name is Mariah, if I was with her i'd probably be happy but not now. There is another girl named (whos name i cant give out) she hates me with a fiery passion, but doesn't show it in public. I stood amung mutual friends of ours and we all talked I believe she took a couple shots at me but I didn't care really. Just being around those i like makes me happy. But I know there is not future with her because i believe she won't change her mind about me and that is my fault.
~The voice and mind behind Ghost and Kelshan~