Dreaming

Dreaming. A glorious thing where one can escape the harsh reality into a world of make-believe where the false is true. A world where a man can become a knight and slay a dragon for a princess. A world where the weak are strong and courageous. A world where the stupid are the intellegent. But the world of slumber isn't always the greatest and happiness, sometime this world draws out your darkest thoughts and makes them seem almost, real. I have had my darkest nightmares seem almost real. A night forced with my ex who judges my every move, where she mocked me at every failure that night. The night droned on until bed, she asked me to sleep in the bed so at least she felt safe. She sprung up the conversation about her current boyfriend and how he was so much better then me. The next thing i know I'm standing over her with a fully loaded revolver. She apologised and i walked to the front door and blew out the lock and walked into the snow and sat there. But not all my dreams are harsh and unforgiving. Another dream I had was i was sitting on a hill very high above a city. Away from all the cars, the factories, and all the people. I was sitting in silence, it was raining but soon i looked to my left and my friend Tony was there. He was laid back and casual, as was his norm. Soon my closest friends were all around me and we sat in silence and enjoyed each others company. In closing I have but one thing to say. Dreams are gate ways to your sub-concious, where your most inner thoughts thrive. So dreams hold some merit to your life, dont shy away from them

Dreams.

I had a dream thursday/friday morning. This dream made me so happy to the point where nothing could bring me down. The dream was I was hanging out with my friend Kory Eastvold and we were playing Halo Reach. My mom called me saying I needed to come home. She neglected to mention that my first love Mariah Knutson was there. (which if any girl shows up at my house my mom would call me instantly) but when i came home my mother was sitting along with Mariah. Kory and I little didn't say anything we were just in shock. He asked if he needed to stay and i said no, because she seemed happy to see me. As she walked up to my and took my hand we walked into my living room. She held my hands and kissed me, which made me smile. I then sat down on the couch next to her and we played more Halo Reach. I smiled as we played and spent time with each other. She stood up and walked over to my tv. She jumped in suprise as i wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck. We smiled and held each other...

The power of dreams are amazing. They show a bit about you, sometimes things you didn't know or things you didn't wanna know. This dream showed me that she still means something. Dreams can be windows into your subconcious or to your imagination. Sometimes they can outlets for stress or dispair. Mine was neither