Love, girls, and the cost of happyness

Happyness is something that people think they have. But honestly they just believe it cause they want too. If you crack open the mind of any person who thinks their in a happy loving relationship, I bet you'd find a crawling beast of uncertanty, fear, and the feeling of sorrow. People associate Happyness with Love but in my opinion those two are far apart. I love my ex for example her name is Mariah, if I was with her i'd probably be happy but not now. There is another girl named (whos name i cant give out) she hates me with a fiery passion, but doesn't show it in public. I stood amung mutual friends of ours and we all talked I believe she took a couple shots at me but I didn't care really. Just being around those i like makes me happy. But I know there is not future with her because i believe she won't change her mind about me and that is my fault.
~The voice and mind behind Ghost and Kelshan~